Big, big loser

I have had zero luck today. I have been looking for jobs ALL day, starting with going to one of the places I applied at last week, finishing with online searching. It's hard to do this and not feel like a big, big loser. Of course I felt really intimidated at the mall today, and more "at home" on the internet, sending emails like a big, big loser. But of course being online only made me more discouraged. That is where I found out that in order to be an administrative assistant (basically, a secretary), I have to have five years of experience. Now, let's be fair. If I have no experience, or less than a year of experience, how am I ever going to get a job that will give me the experience I need to get a job? Huh?

The other extremely annoying thing is that as I complained to my dad on the phone, he said he would have been able to get me a job - I even could have worked for HIM, since he fired his assistant a while ago! But no... I am here.

Well, I guess this big, big loser is going to go back to being a waitress asap. *sigh* If they take me back.